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Phone Dominatrix Mistress Brooke

So how many of My little bitches have checked My schedule in anticipation of speaking to Me this weekend? you know I listen to some of you whine about not being able to predict your schedules enough to make appointments so you had better take advantage of this opportunity or shut the hell up with your whining.

Well I am not even sure where to begin when it comes to discussing My pets… I can say that one longing loser keeps sending Me emails hoping to speak to Me but when you have fucked up you have to do more then beg. you know as I write this I realize something I never had before… yes, even I can have thoughts that don’t occur to Me until later on, lol. guys that pretend to be submissives and are completely lacking intelligence give you real submissives a bad name! Ok, so I already knew that and it did not just occur to Me but what did occur to Me is that this guy that is sending email after email is one of those guys! Seriously though if you do not know what a submissive is or if you are not sure if you are one, don’t fucking claim that title. I would rather hear “i am a total cock stroking idiot that just wants to play as a submissive for a period of time” Truth can be refreshing!

I know I may not be making complete sense here because My thoughts are moving faster than My fingers but deal. I could update you on the little slut jamie but I think I would rather not ….. except to say that jamie has not orgasmed in AGES!

I did talk to My little sissy slut the other day. I can honestly say I don’t think I have ever talked to a more cock hungry whore in My life! lol…. and not just hungry but sucking those cocks. I train My sissy sluts to act on that slutty tendencies. 

Before I run off to continue My packing I wanted to say thank you to My stroker pet for getting Me the nice big certificate from amazon because now that I am moving that will really come in handy. I have too much new stuff to pick out so make sure you all spoil your Mistress to show your love and appreciation. And one last thing…. I wanted to say I am sooo very sorry to My chatting friend because I still have not responded to his email and we have not talked in too long. I have been so busy but I have been thinking about you and hopefully this weekend we will get to talk.

Mistress Brooke

The Phone Dominatrix of your Dreams

1-800-356-6169

Don’t forget to check out My Humiliation Assignment Site at

Humiliate yourself 

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your Phone Dominatrix is Back!!!!

I am back! So I finally have a perfect working computer so I can post here once again. I know all My pets have missed Me so very much and now you will be able to come to My blog more often to read all My rantings, thoughts, and excerpts from My phone domination sessions.

Now it certainly did not take all this time to work My computer issues out. your Mistress does have something else going on…. I am moving. The timing is probably not perfect but this is a good thing. I have been dying to get a little further away from this hot as hell weather in Arizona. Yes, there are some areas in this state that actually have seasons and don’t hit 120 degrees in the summer, lol. I can’t wait to have this move finished because as I am sure most of you know, moving is not fun.

Now My little followers I realize you all have missed My online presence so much. I know this because how could you not miss your phone Dominatrix, but also because I have received instant messages and emails telling Me so. I have still be on the phone as often as a Mistress who is moving and *was* having computer issues could be but apparently that is not enough for you needy pets. I have updated My schedule so you all can see when I will be taking calls. I will tell you now though I won’t be at My computer much because I will be doing other things in between calls. If I know My boys and girls and I do I won’t have much time in between calls because you all will be burning up My phone But none the less if you don’t reach Me on instant message leave a message or just get some balls and CALL ME.

I have been missing all you lazy sluts that don’t make appointments recently…. so I expect to hear from you this weekend when I actually make Myself available on the websites for a period of time!

I have sooo many other things to update you all on but this is all for now. Be sure to get your asses back here every damn day to see if I posted. Now I probably won’t post everyday but I will have a smile on My face knowing you all obey your Mistress so well.

Until then…….

Mistress Brooke

The Phone Dominatrix of your Dreams

1-800-356-6169

Don’t forget to check out My Humiliation Assignment Site at

Humiliate yourself 

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Phone Dominatrix Mistress Brooke’s New Chat

Well I know all My pets have been asking if I would start up any new hosted chats again, and today I have wonderful news for you all. Mistress Carmen and Myself have once again started up Our adult chat. Chat with the Devious Dommes on Saturday mornings at 1 am Eastern, Friday evening 10 pm Pacific. After the chat ends We will be taking 2 Mistress calls but instead of calling the main Cock Control number you anxious sluts are going to call Mistress Carmen’s direct dial number at 1-800-815-2962 and She will call Me into the call. And yes, We will be doing calls at the discounted rate! That means all of you now have plans for this evening so meet Mistress Carmen and Myself in the chat room for lots of teasing, humiliation, pain, sissy training, forced bi, and whatever else We decide to talk about! There is currently no set theme for this chat because We are going to chat about whatever We are in the mood for, which could be anything!

Now I must note I made Myself available on the sites last night and I will be doing so thru the weekend when I take calls so I can talk to some new boys and girls as well as the ones that hate making appointments, like My deviant friend steve. I had fun catching up with him last night as well as chatting with craig, who I have not gotten a chance to talk to in quite some time. I also got to speak to My pet john, who is as always doing very well pleasing Me in each and every way I expect of him. I love that he is always thinking even when we aren’t on the phone.

I will be posting on the Humiliate yourself blog again in a few moments so look for that My humiliation whores! Until next time….

Mistress Brooke

The Phone Dominatrix of your Dreams

1-800-356-6169

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your Mistress’ Updates

Unfortunately My computer crashed the other day so I have been kept away from My blog as well as other things. I do have a back up (although it is a complete piece of shit!!) so lucky you, I am back

First and foremost I must tell you all about a few new happenings here at LDW. I believe I mentioned a new little project I was working on not too long ago. Well My pets, My new humiliation blog has finally taken it’s first step to becoming the most popular humiliation blog ever! you will find humiliation assignments as well as anything else regarding humiliation I want to write about. Go to Humiliate yourself and check it out. I will be posting there as often as I possibly can under the circumstances of having a less than adequate computer and once that is solved you will be able to check back just about everyday to get your humiliation fix losers!

Also if you want to stay informed in a new way you can go to The Kink Times and sign up for the newly established LDW newsletter. Put your email address into the field and get regular emails about the Mistresses of LDW as well specials, new happenings, and everything else your little heart could desire! 

I have so many other things to write about but for now you must deal with this because I have some phone Domination calls to take but do check back soon My sissies and sluts for more.

Until then……..

Mistress Brooke

The Phone Dominatrix of your Dreams

1-800-356-6169 

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Mistress Brooke’s Week & Weekend To Cum (or not! lol)

Well boys and girls I am gearing up for a busy weekend. I will be around all weekend for lots of phone domination sessions. Although I am already booking lots of appointments so it would be wise to schedule an appointment early because before you know it I will be completely booked up. Yes, I am that in demand

I have been making lots of progress with My pet jamie. A full week of punishment is really changing his stripes. I see a different, more accepting pet emerging. It is a slow process but none the less I see the progress. I want to say thank you to jamie for all the lovely gifts. There are so many I really can’t name them all. I got jewelry, home items, clothing, a new laptop, new living room furniture, and tons more. My little pet is very generous and likes to send Me gifts even when they are not on My wishlist. I like a pet that can be creative!

My pet john and I had a good conversation last weekend and we will do the same again this weekend. I also want to say thank you to him for the many gifts. A lovely ring, a blanket, a movie, a relaxing fountain, and I am sure I am forgetting something because he too has been very generous so I can’t think of each gift at the moment. I love being spoiled by My pets. Thank you boys!

Oh and I can’t forget to mention timberly. After a month of chastity and some cruel lessons My sissy has been released from punishment. I finally let timberly unlock from her chastity cage and have a full weekend of fun. My little sissy has a boyfriend so I am sure there will be lots of fucking and sucking for her this weekend, lol. 

I could write more but you sluts will just have to wait because I have some phone domination sessions to do so until next time…….

Mistress Brooke

The Phone Dominatrix of your Dreams

1-800-356-6169

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An Essay For your Enlightenment

Well as you can imagine from all the requests or demands I put out for essays I get quite a few. I think today would be a wonderful day to post one of those for you all to read. Sometimes I demand as punishment or just because I want to and other times I make it optional but either was I mold My pets to get used to writing for Me because I think expressing one’s self is important.

People often talk very casually about there devotion, with little regard for what it really means. It is a word that we act like we know what it means, but rarely think about what true and complete devotion really is. It is a word like faith, it needs to be expressed to be recognized. The most basic definition is that it is the state of being committed to some principle or person. To a submissive pet, of course we are devoted to our Mistress.

i am very devoted to my Mistress. It means also trying to find ways to express my devotion. True devotion needs to be expressed to be recognized. Both the submissive and the Dominant want it to be expressed, so they know that their relationship is more than just words.

A good Dominant, guides her submissive pets. Punishes when it is necessary. Uses them for her amusement, benefit and satisfaction, because she knows that true submissive wants to be used. The way she uses you, is what makes every beautiful Dominant woman different.

At a minimum a submissive should follow his Mistress’ instructions. No Mistress wants to have to always tell her submissive everything. She especially doesn’t want to keep punishing for the same offenses. A good submissive should internalize the instruction and strive to do right in expressing our submissiveness. It is expected that all submissive have bad habits and selfishness that need to be broken and retrained. Society has done us a disfavor by expressing self satisfaction over true service. i love my Dominant Mistress for allowing me to serve her and be who i should be.

A true submissive is a perfect state that we should always strive for. Going above and beyond, is more than just following orders and confessing imperfections and mistakes. It is wanting to please our Mistress without being asked. Putting her needs above all else and trusting completely in her knowledge and wisdom. My greatest fear is not pleasing my Mistress. i want her to know that i am completely devoted to her and appreciate beyond words that she is there to make me a better submissive.

i love my Mistress and want her to be satisfied and happy. And i will work constantly to go above and beyond her expectations and hopefully make her and me proud.

I really think this is a perfect example of what to give Me as for format and writing structure but more importantly this is EXACTLY what a submissive should be saying to their Mistress. I am beyond pleased with this essay from john and I love everything he wrote. I do not think I even said a word to him when he sent it to Me and he never said a word to Me, that means even more. When I get something and My pet is looking for praise, he wrote it to get praise not because it was from his heart. I can tell this is from john’s heart. I want all My pets to read this and reread it! john is not without his faults and mistakes but he has worded his intentions and feelings so very well that any submissive could learn from this. Good boy john.

I will be around all weekend for My strokers, sissies, and humiliation whores so until then……

Mistress Brooke

The Phone Dominatrix of your Dreams

1-800-356-6169

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Mistress’ Weekend Full of Phone Domination Sesssions!

Well what a busy weekend it has been. As you all have read My little pet jamie has been naughty so I had to deal with that over the weekend but I also got to talk to john. I do love My conversations with john… even if they never last long enough. Thankfully john has almost fully redeemed himself for his little misbehavior. he has some more time of orgasm denial but after that, as long as the good behavior continues, redemption is within reach. Good boy john. My sissy timberly is also on orgasm denial. I got My confession from timberly a few days ago telling Me the details of the *deed* that was against My wishes. It seems timberly was naughty on her birthday and got way out of control. I am not surprised. I waited so long to hear this confession because I was sure of what happened before she even told Me. your Mistress knows all, even before you speak.

I have said a couple times this weekend that as long as you make your Mistress number 1 you never have to worry about a thing. A true Mistress will have complete control of you and your life and make sure all is right as long as you put Her first. I am sure there are a few boys and girls out there that would say but I have work or I have this or that and it must be first. Wrong! Now your Mistress can create exceptions to this rule but truly as long as you put her first all those other obligations will fall into place. I know only a true submissive can understand that concept and I really need not say another word. I have a place for those that want to experience submission for just a little while, even if they are not truly submissive, but I am not talking to those boys and girls at this moment. So I don’t have to say another word

I also want to add that the last time I commented on My pets not participating in My little essay and I have since gotten a great response. Good boys and girls. I will be posting some of those or excerpts from them here in the next few days. Until then…..

Mistress Brooke

The Phone Dominatrix of your Dreams

1-800-356-6169

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Phone Dominatrix Mistress Brooke

Many of you have been wondering and asking where I have been the past few days. I know I have been even more scarce than usual but alas it has not been for anything interesting at all. If you recall I mentioned not feeling well last week. Well I have been sleeping off My cold for the past few days. I wish I could say I was doing something fun or exciting and that is what has kept Me away but nope. Don’t despair My pets because I will be around all this weekend and you all can give Me reasons to need a different kind of recovery, lol. All the punishing, teasing, and torturing will be much more exciting to get worn out by. Although it does take a lot to wear Me out …. so get ready to do your best strokers and sissies.

I got to talk to My pet john the other day and he is doing well…not perfect, but well, in his training. I did mention something about a bad deed previously but he is doing well in making up for that. I know john reads My blog each and every day so john, where is My next email?

I am very displeased that when I wrote about trust last week and told all My pets that it was optional to create an essay based on trust… who participated? Well My little pet jamie did because I told him to but otherwise no one did. john did write something loosely about trust but more so about him. I had really expected My sissy timberly to write something considering she is in a world of trouble do to some releases and play with her boyfriend I certainly did not say was allowed. Yes, I did say that essay was completely optional but I expect My pets to go above and beyond, especially when they are already in trouble due to some bad behavior. Perhaps now would be a good time for My pets to write something for Me that is about a topic I would like to hear about… trust is good but anything that is about how devoted My pet is and how he or she will go above and beyond others to please their Mistress would be good. Lets see who participates this time around……

Mistress Brooke

The Phone Dominatrix of your Dreams

1-800-356-6169

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Mistress’ pet’s Confession

So I received the confession of a very bad pet and I am so displeased that I have decided to publish it here. I am sure My pet will be slightly humiliated and even more ashamed but GOOD. Bad pets get punished. It has been been so long since the Punishment Mistress was out to play but it can never be too often so here I come My pet………..

Dear Mistress,

I am sorry, that I lied to you so many times.  That I told you I had the gates on during the massage, and that I made up the story of the towel.  It is not only that I lied, but I lied for days again.  It has nothing to do with my emotions of the break up, dealing with finally understanding what my true desires are.  It was just this really bad behavior that I have had, and (still have) that I will rather than face you, will lie.

I cannot seem to stop, I don’t know what to do, I think you are right to lock me up till you want. 

There really was another way, since I got the phone I could have emailed you while I was sitting in the car, I could have asked your permission…or even said that I know you would not be pleased but I could not face it, I had to take it off. 

But instead of treating you with respect and either asking your permission, or at least tell you that I was directly disobeying you, I lied, and I continued the lie for days.

I so do not know how to be honest, and face things anymore.  I have so slipped into negative behavior, self indulgence.  Cannot seem to take on my responsibilities and manage my life and friendships better.

Mistress, you are so right that I came to you.  I was drawn to you.  I had to find you, I been looking for a long time.  I did not know who I was looking for, I did not know what.  But I told you I had spoken to Mistress Ally years before. 

I think I have been lost much longer than I am willing to admit.  Not to say that life was not sweet, but I have self destructed slowly piece by piece.   I feel there is so little left of my true self that I have almost no hope left.

I ask you over and over about the next step, because I am waiting for you to leave me.  I push against you to let me go, I push against you to abandon me as everyone else has.

I feel so awful about this, about everything. 

As I hold my lion in the hotel room, crying non- stop and I am trying to complete this confession to you.

Please, why am I so different.. so unfair I didn’t want this, I hate my nature.  And then I finally meet you and I lie to you.  The one person who can help me, who knows everything.  So sorry Mistress.  

Well perhaps some long phone Domination sessions of punishment and some more hypnotherapy from Mistress Carmen will help this slut figure out she is submissive and needs to begin acting as such. Until then…….

Mistress Brooke

The Punishing Phone Dominatrix of your Dreams

1-800-356-6169 

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The Punishment Mistress

Well it seems My morning has been taken up by a bad little slut instead of taking calls as I had planned. But don’t worry My pets I will be around later this afternoon. I will also make sure that the bad little slut that has taken up My morning and put Me in a rather unpleasant mood pays for it dearly. So dearly that it NEVER happens again. The irony here is that just yesterday I posted about trust and how important it is, then today My slut jamie tells Me that he lied about keeping the gates on. I had placed jamie in the gates of hell earlier in the week and he took them off without permission and lied about it. This is not the first time My dramatic pet has lied to Me but I guarantee it will be the last. This time the punishment will be so severe that he will never again even consider lying to Me. The Punishment Mistress has come out to play! This is lucky for My other pets that have recently not been so good. Suddenly no one else’s misbehaviors seem quite as bad as this current situation. Now My pets, don’t get ahead of yourselves! you are not automatically forgiven, just not on the top of My punishment list anymore. Take that sigh of relief now!!

As for jamie, well you won’t be breathing very well at all for the next few days. The weight of My punishments will weigh so heavily on you that you will be thinking of nothing else! All My pets know that I require you all to read My blog daily. Even if I don’t post daily you must check daily to see whatever I have written. Well that means little jamie should read this sometime today! Among all the other things you are doing for Me right now jamie you are also about to have a whole page on My blog created just for your PUNISHMENTS! That is right, you are in so much trouble that I am going to create a page just for you! you will be able to go here DAILY to see what new punishing assignments you are to complete. In fact, you had better be checking it multiply times a day! Oh and it will be password protected so no other nosy little sluts are able to see BUT if you EVER tell a lie again to your Mistress I will release the password here on My diary for all to use. Then everyone will be able to see what I have subjected you to for the sake of your punishment! Welcome to your personal Domination Hell My pet!

Mistress Brooke

The Cruel Phone Dominatrix of your Dreams

1-800-356-6169